Dreams o f vodka and beach filled days

For a long time I lived near the shore. I connected eith it. I felt like the ocean was a part of everything that I did, and pursued. Years have passed and I am the furthest now that I have ever been. Alot like Madison in Splash, I feel disconnected. My life has taken a differetnt course. The water still calls though. It's possible not to have to choose one life or the other, it's possilbe to TRY to make the two connect. I, like most people habe spent ALOT of time figuring out who I am. This whole time, it would have been easier to see who I am not.